3 dreams in one day .
dream number 1 - whats upsetting dream . a brunch of friends & i went up to a lake i believe up in the mountains . you came along , but we ignored each other . well you ignored me . then mary d drove to the group in a red car while sitting on my friends lap . then i woke up . O_O .
dream 2 - we were at a beach i was swimming towards everyone then i started drowning you came along and got me out of the waters . got upset with me for drowning . douche . i tried to make you smile by tickling you . it worked . (: .we ended up kissing & cuddling on the sand . whata nice dream . (: .
dream 3 - me tin & thinh were at a hotel . we meet up with mary & her friends .forsome weeird reason we turning to secret agents & were talking about going tho the vents O__O .
i wish these dreams of you & me would happen like my other dreams .
if it doesnt . I WANT THESE DREAMS TO STOP CUZ ITS KILLLING ME HAVING YOU ON MY MIND 24 /7 .
dream number 1 : it was you & me doing it .
dream number 2 : we were together .
dream number 3 : we kissed but tho we werent together .
its bad enough already . now im having these dreams . why cant i stay in my cage like my suppose to .
I believe its time to end it or find someone else . i really dont want to end it so im looking for someone .
I love you alot . i admit it .
+ i cant tell if you like me or not /:
+ why do i kept waking up early -___- ”
+ GUYS ARE CONFUSING !
+ i chickened out )=
+ why am i too scared now .
guys are confusing . -_-” .
SUMMER PLANS . (= .
+ sleep overs with secret escape . (= .
+ find a pool .
+ Birthday cotillion .
+ movie days .
+ summer school ! D:<
+ beaches (= .
+ stars .
+ get a job !
+ montage !
+ adventures . (=
+ malling .
+ buy shorts & skirts !
im embrassed .)= .
im sorry if you got annoyed . )= . DML .
+ i think its a sign ._.
+ i wish everyone is on right now so i can talk to them !
+ im hungry .
+ my secret escape . (= .
+ im a scarycat . )=. DML .
+ i would like us to walk to class together but i dont wnana leave my friends ): .
+ FFFFUU FEEELINS . youre so bipolar (= .
+ i could really use a wish right now . (=
+ boy youre a 10 (= .
+ i think i should start trying to grow . o_o .
+ i cant wait till next weekend . (:< .
+ april 14th . you changed my world . (= .
+ i wish you wouldnt get butthurt so easily .
+ i think you is very cute (= .
+ im neutral again YES i feel accomplished ! . (:<
secret escape i love having you in my life ! (= . instead of not staying dying from boredom . ima be watching movies making musubi and hanging out with my secret escape ! (:<
this is not my month -_____-” . i only had two days that i was actually happy for the whole day out of the 17 days of april . DAMN MY LIFE . i need to escape /: . i think you make my days (= . only good things happen to me when i talk to you . but when i dont . these shit happens . -___-” . maybe im just being silly . its me against the world & i think the world is winning . )= .
Damn . i wish i can talk to you rihgt now ._. so you would make thse feelings go awaay .